I’m a weak and deeply flawed man…..
Listening to “Hard Sun” from the soundtrack to the movie “Into The Wild” I encountered the most powerfull Thin~Space I have experienced is a long time.
In a gestalt of music and voice i encounter God and myself in the rawness that can only lead to tears.
I long to share the depth and wealth of emotion with you dear reader, but it remains eternally locked in my being. ? . .
~ Depth of soul
~ rationalization None
~ tears Flow
~ Realizaitons appearent
ALL ONE !
As so many before me, I have desired to follow Christ in all I do and say. To serve him from my being. The path of my life attests to the effort and struggle through these long years.
Yet - in a moment - I know that I have betrayed HIM in all that I am and have done.
Self-willed, walking in the light yet fearful to totally let go. Frozen in the ivory tower of self.
Once I walked in the newness of freedom . . . now I wallow in comfort . . . a middle-class altar to self that we “American Dream” of.
a spark burns white hot in my soul … go and experience the ALL … Christ …. Tears flow.
Impossibilities unfold as sails on a tall ship.
Courage ~ Faith ~ Renewal ~ Wash over me